🔗 Share this article Unbearable Suffering: A Personal Struggle With the Mysterious Suffering of Cluster Headaches It was a dreary Monday in the morning in September 2016. I worked as a educator, attempting to manage a new group of students, when a sharp pain sprang behind my right eye. Then came quick stabs, similar to electric shocks. As each class progressed, the pain eased and then returned with increased intensity. Multiple times that day I handed over a colleague with worksheets and ran to the school bathroom to douse my face with cool water. I took ibuprofen, but the agony remained unrelenting. The headaches returned repeatedly that fall, and again in the spring, soon establishing an yearly cycle. The autumn months were the most severe, then the late winter. I could anticipate the routine: a warning sensation in the morning, early pangs on the commute, full-blown agony in class by 9.30am. In late 2019, a GP finally referred me to a specialist and I was given a diagnosis with cluster headaches. Cluster headaches typically start with severe discomfort behind one eye that lasts for three hours. About 1 in 1000 individuals are affected by the disorder, and men are more often diagnosed. Cluster headaches typically begin with abrupt, severe agony around one eye that reaches its peak within a short time and lasts for as long as three hours. Episodes come in clusters, daily or multiple times a day, and are associated with red or watery eyes, sagging eyelids or facial sweating. There exists the episodic form, which occurs in periodic cycles; others have continuous cluster headaches, defined by the absence of long pain-free periods. What connects patients is the severity. One research paper rated the sensation at 9.7 out of 10, more severe than broken bones or other conditions. Another discovered 64% of cluster headache patients reported thoughts of self-harm amid bouts; the number dropped to 4% when they were not in pain. One patient, 74, a chronic patient from Wales, finds this understandable. Her episodes started when she was a toddler. “I would throw myself on the ground and bang my head. That was put down to being a difficult child,” she says. Her symptoms deteriorated through childhood. Drinking in her adolescence, like several causes, made things more intense. After drinking alcohol at her graduation party, she recalls hardly being able to see on the transport home. Her relatives often interpreted her episodes as intoxicated behavior. Support finally came from her father and then from her partner, Rod. “I was very fortunate to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs found office work after relocating, but often hid her illness. She was fired from one job, in part due to absences during episodes. Her definitive diagnosis came in 2002 at a national neurology center. Nevertheless, the failure to organize life around unpredictable pain took its effect. She especially hated being unable to plan outings, being seen as unreliable as a colleague, and even having to be cared for by her children during the paralysis caused by the worst episodes. “It robs you of the simple freedoms we don't appreciate until they're gone,” she says. She remembers obtaining tickets for a major concert, only to have an attack inside a portable toilet. Headaches have been described throughout history. “The earliest account of headache originates from the ancient civilizations in antiquity,” write experts in a book on the topic. They attributed the ailment to an malevolent spirit who afflicted his sufferers' heads. Ancient medical records propose bizarre treatments for what some observers would classify as a migraine. In the middle ages, migraine was recognised as a separate disorder, with treatments ranging from bloodletting to other, more folk remedies. It was a European physician who provided the initial comprehensive description of a cluster headache. In his writings, he describes a patient “suffering with a very severe headache happening and disappearing each day at specific hours”. The disorder were only officially classified by international medical committees in 1988. From the mid-20th century to the late 1990s, they were believed to be caused by a issue with a major blood vessel which supplies blood to the brain. Leading specialists in diagnosing the condition explain this. In the late 1990s, researchers published the results of a study for which they had induced attacks in patients and monitored the attacks in a brain scanner. The data, published in a prominent journal, showed increased activity of the a brain region, which is in charge for human circadian rhythm, when patients were in discomfort, and a deactivation when they recovered. In spite of such progress, diagnosis remains slow. Jamie Charteris's symptoms began in 1986 and felt like “a balloon being inflated behind my one eye”. Doctors thought he had a sinus issue; he underwent multiple operations before finally being correctly identified in 2014, after a doctor looked up his symptoms. Specialists say wait times in diagnosis and treatment occur because patients are seldom seen during an episode. “You're tired and low, but not in severe pain,” one says. He works by ruling out other primary head pain disorders, such as migraine, before diagnosing the disorder. A thorough history is crucial: on which side do symptoms appear? For how long? What season? Are there precipitating factors, such as alcohol? Certain characteristics such as redness, sagging eyelids and nasal congestion help verify the diagnosis. Once diagnosed, patients may be referred to dedicated clinics. But a lot of first arrive to A&E or are given unsuitable treatments. A charity trustee, in her late seventies, has experienced cluster headaches for the majority of her adult life, although she hasn't had an episode since recent years. When she was in her 20s, she had her molars extracted because dentists misinterpreted her pain. She thinks the dental profession still need greater awareness. When another patient sought help from a charity, it was she who replied. I remember calling a helpline during an attack in early 2021; a reassuring volunteer talked them through oxygen therapy and drugs until the episode eased. Official guidelines on treatment recommend that sufferers are offered high-flow oxygen therapy and/or a anti-migraine medication delivered by injection. No oral painkillers or opioids should be used. Prophylactic options include a blood pressure medication, which reportedly helps manage the bouts of some individuals. But leading neurologists believe the guidance need updating to reflect a more defined treatment process and help GPs avoid misprescribing. For periodic patients, timing is critical: “The duration of the cycle dictates the treatment.” Short cycles with infrequent episodes are managed with abortive therapy alone. Longer or more severe bouts require preventative medications such as verapamil, sometimes combined with steroids. Many patients also receive a greater occipital nerve block during a bout – an procedure into the area of the skull where the discomfort is that reduces nerve activity. The official guidelines need revising to reflect a